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i... dont give a flying fuck anymore. just leave me alone... i'll leave soon ok. =/


Falling down is something I have been doing A LOT. I try to pick myself up really really high. Yet after a few seconds from being there. I'm falling back down. Like a roller coaster drop. Your up high for a few second and then BAM, loud scream and FALLLLLIIIINNNNGGGGG.

Not that you people care or read this shit... good bye.


i think back to friday nite and i begin to feel my mood fall down. i mean i never wanted my friends to see that side of me. i hate to show how weak i really am. and no i don't mean like weak when it comes to drinking. im talking bout emotions here. i like to hide myself so that people won't worry. ha! what a great job i did hum... i blame her somtimes. i mean she acks like is not normal for me to be all down and like emo i guess. but yu no what im human right... so i can be all emo at times right. i guess maybe not... wut ever...

over all maybe i should just brign myself up again and hide in my little bottle... not that its a good thing to do. but wutever... -sigh-

i guess i fucked up... i just hope things don't change between me and my friends... i would hate to lose them... even if i feel like i might of...

sorry... guy...

anyways i'm out... im sure yu all don't want to read about how fucking dumb i am....

Writer's Block: That’s My Family!

What's your most memorable "that's my family" moment?

just having my father around... that's my family moment/

Writer's Block: Do-over!

If you were given a life do-over card, would you keep it or give it to a friend? If you kept it, would you prefer to be born to the same or different parents? Would you want to keep your memories?

if i had a card i think i would give it so my father. so he can fix this mistakes. and so that he could have stayed with us instead of being kicked out of the states. that is wut i would do.

Writer's Block: Old enough!?!

What do you think the lower age limit should be for LiveJournal and other social networks, and why?

i going to be honest... yu can set an age limit but yu never really no wut age the person is going to be.


well no one reads this so i guess i'll just let my angry out


i want to die right now...

Writer's Block: Feeling Better

What makes you feel better when you're mad?
hearing some Linkin Park. not sure y but it really really helps me =]

Writer's Block: My Userpics

What was your first LiveJournal usericon and why? Why did you select your current default userpic?
my first one was of me and my frog in a anime form. Why? not really sure... i guess it was becuz that was the only icon that i had.

well i have Sai right now. i really like Sai he has sure pretty hair =]

Writer's Block: Favorite Lyrics

What song lyrics would you love to have written, and why?
breaking the habit by LINKIN PARK... why because it some thing i can relate to very  well and so can my father.